nihilist blues

I've been climbing up the walls

To escape the sinking feeling

But I can't hide from the nihilist at my door

Buried in the basement floor

Didn't know what I had planted

It blossomed with all the heart of a cold war

I'm a spirit in a tomb

Won't somebody raise the roof

I'm going white, I'm going black, I'm going blue

Do you mind if I'm exhumed?

I'm the ashes in the plume

I'm a beggar in the ruin

I'm peaking out, I'm burning up, I'm shooting through

I'm only lonely for the true

Light as a feather, stiff as a board

Sink to the floor, I sink to the floor

I sink to the floor

Light as a feather, stiff as a board

You were in my dream last night

But your face was someone else's

A twitch in my spine, a mutual disorder

Isolation neophyte

Too afraid to taste your conscience

You march in the dark, little lamb to the slaughter

I'm a spirit in a tomb

Won't somebody raise the roof

I'm going white, I'm going black, I'm going blue

Do you mind if I'm exhumed?

I'm the ashes in the plume

I'm a beggar in the ruin

I'm peaking out, I'm burning up, I'm shooting through

I'm only lonely for the true

Paradise is in my soul

And I'm terrified I can't get out

I'm lost in a labyrinth

We are lost in a labyrinth

Please don't follow

Paradise is in my soul

And I'm terrified I can't get out

I'm lost in a labyrinth

We are lost in a labyrinth

Please don't follow

I've been climbing up the walls

To escape the sinking feeling

But I can't hide from the nihilist at my door

Bring Me the Horizon - nihilist blues

/ It is beautiful, it is endless, it is full and yet seems empty. It hurts us. /

The only thing in 'amo' I completely mesmerazed with. I lost in this song and don't want to find the exit, I want to reach the heart of it. So dark, so cold, so desolated and so incredible. And in this lines I see the person you once were, so profound and deeply beloved.

I'm so in love with Grimes's voice... Silent, like the whisper of faded leaves in the wind, gentle, like a light breeze, mysterious and alluring, like the beauteous singing of sirens, cold and inaccessible, like distant stars...

 

MX

 

You're so sweet
Your smile
Your skin and your bones
You're on fire
You move me like music
With your style

Let me think (about what?)
About girls (and what else?)
And money
And new clothes (and what do I do?)
Thirty nights of violence (uh-huh?)
And sugar to love

Closer to the lung so
Shove her over railing

You're sweet, but I'm tired
Of proving this love
You're a bore
But you move me
Like a movie
That you are

You think it's easy I want you
It's not easy, look down, that's been closed

Closer to the lung
Closer to the lung
Shove her over railing

 

Deftones - MX 

/ Nothing more than the fantasy he wanted. /

Back to your embrace, the sweetest one... Hypnotic coma.

Dots and Dashes

So you wanna mess with me?

Caught me in a silent scream

Heat filling up my cheeks

Not exactly what you think

See you in the room next door

Your feet float above the floor

Dress torn above your knees

Like you've owned it for centuries

Dots and dashes on the wall

You tell me about the falls

Of kingdoms and champions

You've seen a thousand times before

I'll show you my private things

Like my scrapbook of fantasies

You say I look a little too green

For saving

I'm already bored

I'm already wise

I'm already worn

I'm already wondering, 'What am I?'

I'm already rough

I'm already lean

I'm already wanting to be obscene

I'm already cursed

I'm already dry

I'm already wondering, 'What am I?'

I've already learned a bit of sin

Enough already, let me in

We signal in a moonbeam

I beg you to follow me

You say that I'll be surprised

At the codes in the sunrise

But if I don't like what I see

And my grip starts loosening

The edge of the big reveal

Could be the end of the story

I just saw innocence

Spinning around, spinning around

Should I step in?

And blow it all down

Blow it all away

Silversun Pickups - Dots and Dashes (Enough Already)

/ Life is strange vibes. /

Lets go to the bright side, shall we? But wait, is this song bright? Hell no, it's dimmer, smooth and alluring, it sounds like it sneaks up on you, lures you, carries you away, but never reveals its secrets to you. And the world around you is becoming filled with haze, blurring colors, interwoven sounds, confusing feelings... But the only thing I feel vividly is the incredibly loud heartbeat and the thrill of my soul, because it's just oh and oh...)
And a couple of words about the video... Oh my, this video is pure magic. This is probably one of the softest, tender-elusive-nostalgic and beautiful things I have ever seen, but in the same time it's so carefree and joyful, it permeated with the spirit of adventure and incredible stories, with belief that anything can happen in this beautiful, yet so tragic life...
And I am too in love with such an orange reckless girl, whom I call my youth and who I miss so much.
But hey, life goes on, so let's go wild and make some crazy things. At least in our heads and under this song.