Ordovicium: The Glaciation of Gondwana

The cracks weren't visible in the beginning

Now we're staring deep down into the guts of the earth

We've been watching these two tectonic plates slowly drifting apart

And when the first cracks appeared on the surfaces, we had surrendered our hopes to reality

Odds and ends adding up to a serious kick in the teeth of vanity

At this stage, any will for solutions had bowed to the gallows

You showed your true colors only in my absence

Crawl away

Don't grind your teeth

Make believe you were never here

You piled up inside of you an extensive collection of small monuments to frustration and failure to communicate

And this was the tragic dilemma of our constellation:

Not the difference between us but the lack of honest talks

You showed your true colors only in my absence

Crawl away

Don't grind your teeth

Make believe you were never here

I turned the tables on you after you had seized everything that was not nailed to the floor, or locked away

And now you're waving the flag of justice and equity

The devil takes the hindmost

The Ocean Collective - Ordovicium: The Glaciation of Gondwana

How unbelievable this music is, how crushingly heavy and painful beautiful. It is in every sound, every word, every emotion it throws to you to knock you off from your feet down to your knees.
It sound just like I am listening to Gojira and Sylosis at the same time, and it feels so majestic. 

Kodoku Ni Shisu, Yueni Kodoku

I have lived in restrict I want to disappear more then to forget
I laugh back at people like you, who act like you understand

You people just live on laughing, saying something good will happen tomorrow
There was always something different about you
and me and
the way you talk from the beginning

It's not unusual anymore to get hurt by you

Just wishing it wasn't real is my only negative way to escape...

ash to ash
I am just garbage with an umbrella So give me my dream
I am used to hiding underneath the umbrella So I want you for me
Can you hear me?

Dir en grey - Kodoku ni Shisu Yueni Kodoku

/ Nobody has ever measured, how much the heart can hold. /

Forever and always. No words can describe how much I do love you.

No One Is Ever Going to Want Me

I'm armed to the teeth

Like a fucking animal

I ruin everything

I get my bony hands on

And here we go, now

Over the bridge of sighs

We will get a cross like Christ, crucified

It's like a birth but it is in reverse

Never gets better, always gets worse

I'll gnaw at anything

New england is mine, and

It owes me a living

And here we go, now

Over the bridge of sighs

We will get a cross like Christ, crucified

It's like a birth but it is in reverse

Never gets better, always gets worse

And here we go, now

(Step one, step two)

Over the bridge of sighs

(Step three, step four)

We will get a cross like Christ, crucified

(We fall through the floor)

It's like a birth but it is in reverse

(Fall through the floor)

Never gets better, always gets worse

(Fall through the floor)

One, two, fuck you!

I want to feel like I feel when I'm asleep

I wanna feel

I want to feel like I feel when I'm asleep

Sleep!

Giles Corey - No One Is Ever Going to Want Me

/ Sorrow comes in great waves...but rolls over us, and though it may almost smother us, it leaves us. And we know that if it is strong, we are stronger, inasmuch as it passes and we remain. /

One of the most beautiful things in the world, one of the deepest and purest part of human soul. The comfort of sadness and grief. 

I want to feel like I feel when I'm asleep...