среда, 16 мая 2018 г.

Get Right


Hands will take their place
Far from intentions made
Disguised as patience, time gets wasted
Now is for the now, so get loud

Hands will find their way
To eyes inches from my face
My heart gets beating, I drink freely
How to hold it down, hold it down?

I'm, I'm destination addicted
I just gotta be some place else
Never good time, never feel the space to get it right
Get right

Okay, okay, enough
Let me explain
Okay, okay, get up
Get on with it
Maybe if I stand up straight
One small thing I can change
Maybe if I, maybe If I, maybe I

I'm, I'm destination addicted
I just gotta be some place else
Never good time, never feel the space to get it right
Get right


How much I do like it when song is like injection through my veins right to the heart. I love when music makes my head spinning and makes me feel like I don't belong to myself anymore... at least for this moment. And wait a minute, is that Jimmy Eat World? Oh my... Sometimes wonders really happens.

воскресенье, 13 мая 2018 г.

Gods and Monsters

 
In the land of Gods and Monsters
I was an Angel
Living in the garden of evil
Screwed up, scared, doing anything that I needed
Shining like a fiery beacon

You got that medicine I need
Fame, Liquor, Love give it to me slowly
Put your hands on my waist, do it softly
Me and God, we don't get along so now I sing

No one's gonna take my soul away
I'm living like Jim Morrison
Headed towards a fucked up holiday
Motel sprees sprees and I'm singing
"Fuck yeah give it to me this is heaven, what I truly Want"
It's innocence lost, innocence lost

When you talk it's like a movie and you're making me crazy
Cause life imitates art
If I get a little prettier can I be your baby?
You tell me, "Life isn't that hard"

No one's gonna take my soul away
I'm living like Jim Morrison
Headed towards a fucked up holiday
Motel sprees sprees and I'm singing
"Fuck yeah give it to me this is heaven, what I truly Want"
It's innocence lost, innocence lost

 
I can't get this song out of my mind for so long time... She enveloped and enslaved after I heard it a week ago in a strange macabre performance shrouded in a dark and mysterious atmosphere of "American Horror Story", not even guessing who it belongs to...
I really love this girl, this elusive and beautiful vision from the past. In fact, her music was never close to me, like those times she sings about, but she always fascinated me with her painful melancholy and unbelievable beauty. And the more I listen to her, the more she leads me away to unexplored depths of my subconscious, where I have never been... But it's too inexplicable for me, so let it be unspoken.
 

среда, 9 мая 2018 г.

Map of the Problematique


Fear and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel like everything I sow
Is being swept away
Well I refuse to let you go

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
That when we bleed we bleed the same

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over


Into the great.
One day I found absolutely endless and inconceivable beauty I could ever dream about. It's nothing but a music of perfection. Ideal music for discover your inner Universe and get lost in it. And these lyrics... Gosh. May I just bow my head in silent contemplation?
It's such an incredible ability of music: to speak for you and do it better than you've ever been able to do it yourself. And you just have to look at these lines and try to believe that you actually see your thoughts between them while the music expresses your feelings. I truly believe than music is the one and only thing in the world that can lend you a hand when no one else can help you. But despite all the despair permeated through this song, it is truly able to fill this void inside. 
Because when you keep the Universe inside of you, there always will be too many dark matter and black holes in it.

понедельник, 7 мая 2018 г.

Hysteria

 
 
It's bugging me
Grating me
And twisting me around

Yeah I'm endlessly
Caving in
And turning inside out

Yeah it's holding me
Morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly
Caving in
And dreaming I'm alive

'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Lace chance to lose control
 
And I want you now
I want you now
I feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode


When everything is under control.

суббота, 5 мая 2018 г.

Weird And Wonderful


I can see it in your right mind
Ever thought to wonder you're not typical
You're weird and wonderful
But you will never know, no

Our personalities sometimes collide
With an open mind, I need it physical
I want it weird and wonderful

We will always fall just short
Remember what we were taught

Hold on tightly
I will not come down
Making memories last
Feel this energy
Pour my heart out
Making memories last

Marmozets - Weird And Wonderful

To everyone who will always feel irresistible attraction to everything weird and wonderful.
 

пятница, 4 мая 2018 г.

Leeloo

Through all of the change all stays the same
Monotonous patterns create the waves which take over shore
Leaving you lie in the wake
Through all of the change all stays the same

Your request for higher ground is everlasting
We dwell in the flatlands moving about as nomads
Higher ground is only found within
This arrives to no surprise

Still the night hears the cries of a man with a wounded passion

If this is what I seek
I shall seek no longer
The truth is wretched
The devil in disguise
Will I watch you die?
 
 
 Wherever destiny may lead me, this is who I am and always will be.
 

вторник, 1 мая 2018 г.

The Bay


I'm just a drop in the ocean
A tiny grain of sand
Trying to run for the shoreline
But we're miles away from land

Just lay me down beside you
Cause we've nowhere left to go
Down beneath the waves love
We move so soft and slow
So soft and slow

We hold on to each other tight
Waiting for dawn's early light
Srtanded petrified
We're waiting for the end
Down by the bayside
Where death greets you like a long lost friend

Help me find a way
Back to the start again
I've strayed too far from view
And now there's no help left to send
If I go does the world keep spinning without me
Cause if it does I don't want to know
As time slows just give me to the ocean
Steal my heart and soul

Here comes the tide
Wait for a lifeline
Place your fingers in mine
We'll wait for a lifetime


Yesterday I explored the uncharted music trails in the hope of finding something beautiful and melancholy, and I found the perfect song for stepping into the last month of spring, still full of joy and happines, but at the same time so sad and wasting, because everything is passing away without making any sence...