вторник, 2 июля 2019 г.

Golden Skans


Light touch my hands, in a dream of Golden Skans, from now on
You can forget our future plans
Night touch my hands with the turning Golden Skans
From the night to the light, all plans are golden in your hands

Set sail from sense, bring all her young
Set sail from where we once begun
While we wait, while we wait

A hall of records, or numbers, or spaces still undone
Ruins, or relics, disciples, and the young
A hall of records, or numbers, or spaces still undone
Ruins, or relics, disciples, and the young

Light touch my hands, in a dream of Golden Skans, from now on
You can forget our future plans
Night touch my hands with the turning Golden Skans
From the night to the light, all plans are golden in your hands

/ Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination. /

I'm absolutely not-so-indie-girl, who like to fly over the flower fields and wallow in the skies created by gentle indie melodies, but this song - gosh... You know, if the purfect union of pure joy, happines and iternal bliss exists, it sounds like this.

среда, 26 июня 2019 г.

Songbirds

 
 
 I see how you easily
Slip into the comfort of your mind
Can I take a feather from your wing?
And it means everything, I'll keep it close to me
Mood swings are such pretty things
I've gotta ask why do you cage them inside? Why?
Do you think there’s something up my sleeve?
Or are these just my wings? Such dirty wings

When you sing, there's no misery
You better check your tone, they're only lullabies
Why?
Do you see there's something up my sleeve?
These are just my wings, such pretty things

I'll walk alone, I'll grow only on my own
So far below, we know all there is to know
Are you okay? Are you okay now?

Follow me, we'll all take flight
Shadowing who’s left behind
As we watch the sunrise creeping in
Songbirds with folded arms
Waiting for your deep alarm
Can we hear your true voice growing in?

It's growing in
It's growing in
We hear it growing in
 
 
As wonderful as ever. This is just another little brilliant jewel from Silversun Pickups, the brightest one from the whole album.
Music of these guys has the extrordinary ability to be deep, delicate, romantic, dreamfull and incredibly melancholic. I am so deeply grateful for having met you back in the days...
 

воскресенье, 9 июня 2019 г.

It Doesn't Matter Why


You hear us come and go
We know
You wonder if we're not alone
We're alone
You think about us all the time
Don't
Because it doesn't matter why we're known
We're just known

We're just... known

You wanna read our minds
We know
Is it better on the other side
No
Will it help you sleep at night
It won't
And it doesn't matter why we're known
We're just known

Should you stay or go
Go
Feeling like you're on your own
Unknown
Will we ever leave you alone
No
And it doesn't matter why we're known
We're just known

And if it all goes right, you'll see in our eyes
We've finally made it out alive
Will you wait for a sign
It's time to have some peace of mind
Wait

You're on your own and in your eyes
You finally see we've all gone blind
Have we all gone blind

It doesn't matter why we're known
We're just known


/ The world, even the smallest parts of it, is filled with things you don't know /

I can not stop enjoying the lightness, elegance and incredible beauty of this song.
This song is a 5 minutes of spiritual journey through the most beautiful places on earth; variety of fleeting stories and feelings, flashing in your mind, flawing throught your vains; infinite serenity and light heartache which evokes memories of an emerging love...
I have always dreamed of feeling what is it like to fly, overtaking the wind, behind the escaping sun, and this song is the way...

суббота, 1 июня 2019 г.

Smash

 

Understand that you're holding a bomb in your hand
Take control, hand in hand with yourself from now on
Take this advise, aim to the skies
Aim to the skies above

Show me what you're made of
I'm waiting for the answer
Tell me what you're afraid of
Show me what you're made of

I call out in my sleep
I can't reach you and it's killing me
I call out in my sleep

Sun is gone, days go on like the storm in the sea
And the shore is the loneliest place you can be
Stay dry instead a moment ahead
Aim to the skies above

I call out in my sleep...

You say that you're not the same kid
He one who used to be the weeper
You say it's something deeper
Something that you couldn't tame
Something that would wake the sleeper
You say, you say

I call out in my sleep...

The Rasmus - Smash

/ Your memory feels like home to me. So whenever my mind wanders, it always finds it’s way back to you. /

Hello, summer... Let's start this new era's day with remembering something that means a lot for me.
The Rasmus is one of this precious bands that always live in your heart as an incredibly cherished memories which you remembered so rarely, but which mean a world to you. And when I fall in their fragile romantic and so melancholy embraces, I find myself thinking that I still haven't met a band with more beautiful music, music with the deepest sadness in the heart of it, so elusive, shrouded with mystery and imagery, and filled with unearthly beauty... Or maybe there are so much of my memories dissolved in them? Anyways... Love these guys 'till the end.

вторник, 28 мая 2019 г.

nihilist blues


I've been climbing up the walls
To escape the sinking feeling
But I can't hide from the nihilist at my door
Buried in the basement floor
Didn't know what I had planted
It blossomed with all the heart of a cold war

I'm a spirit in a tomb
Won't somebody raise the roof
I'm going white, I'm going black, I'm going blue
Do you mind if I'm exhumed?
I'm the ashes in the plume
I'm a beggar in the ruin
I'm peaking out, I'm burning up, I'm shooting through
I'm only lonely for the true

Light as a feather, stiff as a board
Sink to the floor, I sink to the floor
I sink to the floor
Light as a feather, stiff as a board

You were in my dream last night
But your face was someone else's
A twitch in my spine, a mutual disorder
Isolation neophyte
Too afraid to taste your conscience
You march in the dark, little lamb to the slaughter

I'm a spirit in a tomb
Won't somebody raise the roof
I'm going white, I'm going black, I'm going blue
Do you mind if I'm exhumed?
I'm the ashes in the plume
I'm a beggar in the ruin
I'm peaking out, I'm burning up, I'm shooting through
I'm only lonely for the true

Paradise is in my soul
And I'm terrified I can't get out
I'm lost in a labyrinth
We are lost in a labyrinth
Please don't follow

Paradise is in my soul
And I'm terrified I can't get out
I'm lost in a labyrinth
We are lost in a labyrinth
Please don't follow

I've been climbing up the walls
To escape the sinking feeling
But I can't hide from the nihilist at my door
/ It is beautiful, it is endless, it is full and yet seems empty. It hurts us. /

The only thing in 'amo' I completely mesmerazed with. I lost in this song and don't want to find the exit, I want to reach the heart of it. So dark, so cold, so desolated and so incredible. And in this lines I see the person you once were, so profound and deeply beloved.
I'm so in love with Grimes's voice... Silent, like the whisper of faded leaves in the wind, gentle, like a light breeze, mysterious and alluring, like the beauteous singing of sirens, cold and inaccessible, like distant stars...
 

вторник, 21 мая 2019 г.

MX

 
You're so sweet
Your smile
Your skin and your bones
You're on fire
You move me like music
With your style

Let me think (about what?)
About girls (and what else?)
And money
And new clothes (and what do I do?)
Thirty nights of violence (uh-huh?)
And sugar to love

Closer to the lung so
Shove her over railing

You're sweet, but I'm tired
Of proving this love
You're a bore
But you move me
Like a movie
That you are

You think it's easy I want you
It's not easy, look down, that's been closed

Closer to the lung
Closer to the lung
Shove her over railing
 

/ Nothing more than the fantasy he wanted. /

Back to your embrace, the sweetest one... Hypnotic coma.

суббота, 4 мая 2019 г.

Dots and Dashes


So you wanna mess with me?
Caught me in a silent scream
Heat filling up my cheeks
Not exactly what you think
See you in the room next door
Your feet float above the floor
Dress torn above your knees
Like you've owned it for centuries

Dots and dashes on the wall
You tell me about the falls
Of kingdoms and champions
You've seen a thousand times before
I'll show you my private things
Like my scrapbook of fantasies
You say I look a little too green
For saving

I'm already bored
I'm already wise
I'm already worn
I'm already wondering, 'What am I?'
I'm already rough
I'm already lean
I'm already wanting to be obscene
I'm already cursed
I'm already dry
I'm already wondering, 'What am I?'
I've already learned a bit of sin
Enough already, let me in

We signal in a moonbeam
I beg you to follow me
You say that I'll be surprised
At the codes in the sunrise
But if I don't like what I see
And my grip starts loosening
The edge of the big reveal
Could be the end of the story

I just saw innocence
Spinning around, spinning around
Should I step in?
And blow it all down
Blow it all away


/ Life is strange vibes. /

Lets go to the bright side, shall we? But wait, is this song bright? Hell no, it's dimmer, smooth and alluring, it sounds like it sneaks up on you, lures you, carries you away, but never reveals its secrets to you. And the world around you is becoming filled with haze, blurring colors, interwoven sounds, confusing feelings... But the only thing I feel vividly is the incredibly loud heartbeat and the thrill of my soul, because it's just oh and oh...)
And a couple of words about the video... Oh my, this video is pure magic. This is probably one of the softest, tender-elusive-nostalgic and beautiful things I have ever seen, but in the same time it's so carefree and joyful, it permeated with the spirit of adventure and incredible stories, with belief that anything can happen in this beautiful, yet so tragic life...
And I am too in love with such an orange reckless girl, whom I call my youth and who I miss so much.
But hey, life goes on, so let's go wild and make some crazy things. At least in our heads and under this song.