Ordovicium: The Glaciation of Gondwana

The cracks weren't visible in the beginning

Now we're staring deep down into the guts of the earth

We've been watching these two tectonic plates slowly drifting apart

And when the first cracks appeared on the surfaces, we had surrendered our hopes to reality

Odds and ends adding up to a serious kick in the teeth of vanity

At this stage, any will for solutions had bowed to the gallows

You showed your true colors only in my absence

Crawl away

Don't grind your teeth

Make believe you were never here

You piled up inside of you an extensive collection of small monuments to frustration and failure to communicate

And this was the tragic dilemma of our constellation:

Not the difference between us but the lack of honest talks

You showed your true colors only in my absence

Crawl away

Don't grind your teeth

Make believe you were never here

I turned the tables on you after you had seized everything that was not nailed to the floor, or locked away

And now you're waving the flag of justice and equity

The devil takes the hindmost

The Ocean Collective - Ordovicium: The Glaciation of Gondwana

How unbelievable this music is, how crushingly heavy and painful beautiful. It is in every sound, every word, every emotion it throws to you to knock you off from your feet down to your knees.
It sound just like I am listening to Gojira and Sylosis at the same time, and it feels so majestic. 

Kodoku Ni Shisu, Yueni Kodoku

I have lived in restrict I want to disappear more then to forget
I laugh back at people like you, who act like you understand

You people just live on laughing, saying something good will happen tomorrow
There was always something different about you
and me and
the way you talk from the beginning

It's not unusual anymore to get hurt by you

Just wishing it wasn't real is my only negative way to escape...

ash to ash
I am just garbage with an umbrella So give me my dream
I am used to hiding underneath the umbrella So I want you for me
Can you hear me?

Dir en grey - Kodoku ni Shisu Yueni Kodoku

/ Nobody has ever measured, how much the heart can hold. /

Forever and always. No words can describe how much I do love you.

No One Is Ever Going to Want Me

I'm armed to the teeth

Like a fucking animal

I ruin everything

I get my bony hands on

And here we go, now

Over the bridge of sighs

We will get a cross like Christ, crucified

It's like a birth but it is in reverse

Never gets better, always gets worse

I'll gnaw at anything

New england is mine, and

It owes me a living

And here we go, now

Over the bridge of sighs

We will get a cross like Christ, crucified

It's like a birth but it is in reverse

Never gets better, always gets worse

And here we go, now

(Step one, step two)

Over the bridge of sighs

(Step three, step four)

We will get a cross like Christ, crucified

(We fall through the floor)

It's like a birth but it is in reverse

(Fall through the floor)

Never gets better, always gets worse

(Fall through the floor)

One, two, fuck you!

I want to feel like I feel when I'm asleep

I wanna feel

I want to feel like I feel when I'm asleep

Sleep!

Giles Corey - No One Is Ever Going to Want Me

/ Sorrow comes in great waves...but rolls over us, and though it may almost smother us, it leaves us. And we know that if it is strong, we are stronger, inasmuch as it passes and we remain. /

One of the most beautiful things in the world, one of the deepest and purest part of human soul. The comfort of sadness and grief. 

I want to feel like I feel when I'm asleep...

Above Control

Above control

I like to hear

I like your eyes

It brings me joy

You'd fit in mine

I love to sow

I have for so

Bear it on

I want to know

To see the low

It's getting madder than you know

I want to go see you now

I love, I love, I love, I love, I love

I love, I love, I love, I love, I love

Above control

Above control

With the waking hours

Something I can't go without

I want to say but I don't

Who is my avalanche

Something gotta take me out

To be above control

Say it

Get out my life

Get me out

Get out my life

And send me

Above control

Dumb enough to see you, bear it on

Now you see me walking on

Somebody sees you, somebody sees your ground

Get out, get out

Above control

Have you seen me walking on solid

Have you seen me walking on solid ground?

Warpaint - Above Control

/ I spent uncounted hours sitting at the bow looking at the water and the sky, studying each wave, different from the last, seeing how it caught the light, the air, the wind; watching patterns, the sweep of it all, and letting it take me. The sea. /

This is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard and, honestly, I just have no words to describe this abyss of feeligs it wakes in me. As if these shades of beauty and sadness were born at the time of the creation of this world and have been evolving all the time time along with it. But maybe there is something divine inside of this music, something unreal that cannot be realized and understood, but what always lives in the depths of the human soul. And whatever I may say, this will always be not enough.

This music is boundless and eternal, like the endless movement of waves rolling on the endless coast, spreaded from the edge to the edge, over and over again. Only the sea and the stones, only the sound of the surf, only the endless sky and wind, only you and no one else and nothing else in the whole world. And the world few of us keep inside.

Lachrymose

 

A Continent Named Coma - Lachrymose

 

/ It’s not that we have to quit this life one day, it’s how many things we have to quit all at once: holding hands, hotel rooms, music, the physics of falling leaves, vanilla and jasmine, poppies, smiling, anthills, the color of the sky, coffee and cashmere, literature, sparks and subway trains... If only one could leave this life slowly! /

Let's bring something endlessly sad, tortured and painfully beautiful to this world. Something almost unnamed. August is almost over now, and every time it's come to an end I start feeling like my life is over, too. Things just passing by and every momemnt dies away. To live is to die.

Phoenix IV: Levitation

 

Night Verses - Phoenix IV: Levitation

My life, composed of small solitary joys,
Violent romances, blessed and deep silences,
A abundance of poetry, moments of insanity and disillusion,
Will be always painful, always beautiful -
Will be the ultimate ode, before all others
Which rises from the depths of my own -
The moments themselves, which make up my life,
Before my body, cristallized in time,
In the endlessness that goes forward.

Phoenix IV. Levitation просто невероятно и безумно красивая, ностальгически-печальная, таинственно-притягательная и болезненно прекрасная. Знаешь, вот иногда ты встречаешь песни, в которых словно отражается все твое счастливое прошлое, все твои воспоминания, все твои томления и печали, радости и слезы, вся твоя свобода и вдохновение, которые были у тебя когда-то в руках, которые теперь живут в твоем сердце, словно крылья, на которых ты уже не можешь улететь так высоко и так далеко, но которые еще можешь раскрыть, чтобы ощутить легкие потоки ветра вокруг себя и услышать еле слышный шёпот прожитых дней... И именно в этой песне, среди сотен других прекрасных песен, я разглядела свое отражение. Как это было и есть с "Ghosts I", "Into Perk Walk", "Welcome to Biddeford" и саундтреком к "The Lord Of The Rings". Это всё я.

The Roots Run Deep

 

Back out on the road when we were young
We thought buildings would be named after us
I burrowed under ground as deep as I could
I didn’t belong up top and the sun was too bright anyway
I took you with me, held on for as long as I could;
Until you broke free and fed yourself into he night

I’m alone in here now, I’m alone in here now and I’m mixed up
I’m alone in here now, I’m alone in here now and I’m mixed up

Her Name Is Calla - The Roots Run Deep

/ Little by littlet hings began to assume a new aspect. The sense of insecurity vanished, words came of themselves, I was no longer so painfully conscious of everything I said... I felt the great soft wave approach and embrace me; the dark hour began to fill with pictures and stealthily the noise-less procession of dreams appeared again superimposed on the dreary, grey landscape of existence.
And suddenly it was no longer this place - it was a little corner of the world, a haven of refuge, a dugout around which the eternal battle of chaos wasraging and in which we two sat sheltering, mysteriously drifted to one another through the twilight of time. /

This is such a rare and great pleasure to find such an album. Incredibly soft, enveloping, carrying you on its waves into the mysterious world of oblivion, from which anyone doesn't want to come back.

This music is absolutely beautifual and genuine like world of nature and nature of feelings itself in all of its magnificent expressions. I love how experimental this music is, and what's more, this instrumental passages and subtle atmosphere embody a real understanding of art music.