вторник, 31 декабря 2019 г.

Feeling Alright

 

Under the branches of feeling alright
I feel asleep just to dream about
I know too many reasons to fight
So glad that I have taken my time

My mind is made of simple thoughts
I'm going up to start this day
Soon you see me now

Under the falling sky feeling alright
Careless, not hopeless, you can't bring me down
But I know too many reasons to fight
So glad that I have you on my side, I've taken my time

Only this life here is happening
I can see these two things, I'm not worried
First rule of thumb you gave: promise not to fade away
So where do you go to sleep now?

My mind is made of simple thoughts
I'm going up to start this day
Soon you see me now 


They put a spell on me that will lasts forever. This is like a world created of everything that I ever loved and cherished, swallowed in soft fragile gauze, so weightless, so mysterious, so melancholic and so endlessly beautiful.

суббота, 21 декабря 2019 г.

Bermuda Locket



I got to tell you something 
I wanna view your dreams 
I wanna pull out your crazy and pour it over me. 
I might take you somewhere far across the seas 
I need your faith, I need your everything. 

As you enter into my curse 
Our dreams reverse and the demons burst... 

So I wait, anticipate to meet you tonight, 
Come this way and I will bring your dreams to life. 

I wanna move you somewhere close to ecstasy 
I might tell you things some which you won't believe 
I wanna view the signals that control your brain 
I need a taste I need your everything. 

As you enter into my curse 
Our dreams reverse and the demons burst... 
So I wait, anticipate to meet you tonight 
Just come this way and I will bring your dreams to life. 

From the first time I saw you till now 
I have counted the years that have gone by 
We'll release those demons tonight, tonight. 

So I wait, anticipate to meet you tonight
Just come this way and I will bring your dreams to life. 
So I save this occasion to meet you tonight 
Just come this way and I will bring your dreams to life.

Crosses - Bermuda Locket

/ He is darkness. And I'm in love with him. /

Oh, what are you doing to me...?
This music is my shrine, my misty sacred place, the reflection of my twilight dreams... But I really have never thought that I would find music that could bewitch me so badly, forcing me to simply lose my head, but to find my heart again... With this music the world becomes so different, the greatest love appears in here, love, which lives only in the most romantic books, mystery, that pierces the pages of the most incredible books, something dark, otherworldly, sweet, bewitching, incomprehensible and eternal...

четверг, 12 декабря 2019 г.

Stripped


Come with me
Into the trees
We'll lay on the grass
And let the hours pass

Take my hand
Come back to the land
Let's get away
Just for one day

Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone
Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone

Metropolis
Has nothing on this
You're breathing in fumes
I taste when we kiss

Take my hand
Come back to the land
Where everything's ours
For a few hours

Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone
Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone

Let me hear you
Make decisions
Without your television
Let me hear you speaking
Just for me

Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone

Let me hear you speaking
Just for me

Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone

Let me hear you crying
Just for me


The craving for darkness and unknown depths was here ith me as far as I know myself. As well as the love of measured drift on the enveloping and lulling waves of nostalgia, surrounded by dark and alluring soundscapes. One of my favorite songs, then and now. Always.

среда, 27 ноября 2019 г.

Sun. Tears. Red

 


Each day is born with a sunrise
and ends in a sunset, the same way we
open our eyes to see the light,
and close them to hear the dark.
You have no control over
how your story begins or ends.
But by now, you should know that
all things have an ending.
Every spark returns to darkness.
Every sound returns to silence.
And every flower returns to sleep
with the earth.
The journey of the sun
and moon is predictable.
But yours,
is your ultimate
ART.

Jambinai - Sun. Tears. Red

Welcome to the sinister forest, pierced with the labirynth of misty trails which lead to places never seen before. Step into and make your way through the maze of mysterious whispers and harrowing screams breaking thorough a charming layer of the volatile instrumental, - so unusual, so strange, so magical, - to tear them apart and create new elusive harmony which exists in absolutely new dimensions of this world.

пятница, 22 ноября 2019 г.

August Winterman

 

And If I could teach the world to be..
I'd teach them all to be something just like me
Frustrated, bitter, depressing

Perfect... As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down

And if you could hold your tongue long enough..
You'd see that all I am is love, but I don't like me
I despise me

Perfect... As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down
Perfect... As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down

It's a disease they'll never have a cure for
You're the only way to dry my eyes
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one whose wrong. I'm the one who cries
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure for
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one whose wrong. I'm the one who cries

I cry... I despise me

Dead Poetic - August Winterman 

/ We are the misfits, the outcasts, the broken things, the ugly animals. People will never see us as normal human beings. We love the darkness because it keeps us invisible, we don’t want to be seen and we don’t want to see cruelty either. We find life hard to live, that’s why every now and then some of us choose to leave. Not because life is hard or difficult, but for us it’s impossible.
I wish I can find a way to be happy, I wish I could find a way to forget all that I’ve lived. I wish I could simply live. /

I close my eyes and disappear. There's too much memories, too much atumn leaves, too much lonely walks under pale skyes, under rain drops. There's too much sadness, to much love and too much hidden passion. There's too much of me. 
But really, I have no words to explain what this song means to me ... So I’ll just say that if I could become a song, I would become exactly this one. This lyrics, this darkness, this everything.

"And If I could teach the world to be... I'd teach them all to be something just like me. Frustrated, bitter, depressing".

вторник, 19 ноября 2019 г.

Juno


All the silhouettes that pass us by
The sound of shrieks and familiar cries
Will vanish into the illusion
No serenity, never compromise
There's no dignity as you fraternize
With your delusions
So set me free, take all you need
And I will wait
Together we're jaded
And now we're renovated

Wings of flames are burning the wreckage of my life
At last I've terrified us, set fire to the stars at night
They can't be this far, the judgement now begins
A being from the inside

Vanishing into thin air
My body hits the floor
I'm smaller than before
Crisis, man overboard
Emergency abort
I watch them dancing
Oh, the fireflies at war gather
Oh, the damage that's been done, paid for
Won't you reveal yourself to me?
As I rise above the deep
Won't you reveal yourself to me? Oh...

Oh, the fireflies above gather
Oh, the damage that's been done, paid for
Now won't you save yourself for me?
Won't you save yourself for me? Oh...


/ Each time a breeze starts, I feel the air all the way through me. /

Back to the roots and further into the depths.
Dan Tompkins, I'm in love with your voice.

суббота, 16 ноября 2019 г.

Hexes


Is there something I should know
Of the colours that you show
I remember those words
In the back of my mind
There is an old phantom

It isn't a secret this mind's shrouded in history
It isn't a secret this mind spirals in disarray
It isn't a secret this mind shudders in mystery
It isn't a secret I find terror in memory

Come close
Don't be afraid
It's stranger than you think
Desperately opiate, weary
Feverish host to us, teary eyed
History hexes us
History hexes us

Don't look, don't think, don't feel, don't move, don't breathe, don't make a sound,
It lives, it breaths, in my conscious mind
(Rosebud don't change)

It isn't a secret this mind's shrouded in history
It isn't a secret this mind spirals in disarray
It isn't a secret this mind shudders in mystery
It isn't a secret I find terror in memory

I live and breathe again
These gory locks
Don't you dare forget them
Don't you dare!
Don't you dare!
History hexes us
I breathe again!
History hexes us
I'll live again!


“Closed in a room, my imagination becomes the universe, and the rest of the world is missing out.” 

I am drowning in the magical tenderness of your voice. It's like a perfect dream, too beautiful to be true, too fragile to forget that the real life is always waiting behind these walls...