The Great Below

Staring at the sea
Will she come?
Is there hope for me
After all is said and done
Anything at any price
All of this for you
All the spoils of a wasted life
All of this for you
 

All the world has closed her eyes
Tired faith all worn and thin
For all we could have done
And all that could have been

Ocean pulls me close
And whispers in my ear
The destiny I've chose
All becoming clear
The currents have their say
The time is drawing near
Washes me away
Makes me disappear

And I descend from grace
In arms of undertow
I will take my place
In the great below

I can still feel you
Even so far away

 Nine Inch Nails - The Great Below

Today is the day that belongs to the keeper of my twilight dreams, evening reflections and eternal seeking of solitude, Trent Reznor... I can't completely understand and explain how much he means to me. This inconceivable combination of his music and his personality will always be a place that I can truly call home. And it doesn't matter how would I feel myself or wherever life would take me, I always will find peace with him.
He has bleed into me deeper than anyone ever could. I felt him more perceptible than everyone. His pain, his loneliness, his helplessness, his despair, his aggression, his desire, his darkness that is alike a moonless night and his light that alike the last rays of a dying sunset. The depths he reaches are limitless. The worlds he leads to are magnificent. The emotions he gives are inexplicable.
And he always will be biggest, truest and everlasting love of my life. My mind's eye always turned to him, the same way as I gaze to the stars in the night sky, to the infinite line of horizon, to the unthinkable colors of sunset, to the light of night streets...

You will always be with me, no matter where I will find myself tomorrow. I will always return to you... As it was and ever shall be.