Still Laughing

Come take a look

Because all this could mean that I
Don't really care who ends up getting hurt
Please take a look
If it's judgement versus instinct
How do I feel
When my feelings don't even work

Answer me this
Yes all I have is questions
You can't slip away and hide behind a false truth
Time takes too long
Just seems like I'm still standing here now
And I can't even feel the rain that hits my shores

Know that I'll be there
Cause I can see it in your eyes
Time stood still for me
When you call

I'm still waiting
I still breathe
That's a sign that I'm still me
I'm still breathing
I can see
So I must be alive for real
When will I get there?
I should be here by now
Got it all worked out
Did I see you laughing?
Yet funny, it's not me
In time all I want is it away
Got too long and now it's gone, it's gone

I'm still waiting
I still breathe
That's a sign that I'm still me
I'm still breathing
I can see
So I must be alive for real
So I must be alive for real
Yeah so I must be alive for real
So I must be alive for real

Lostprophets - Still Laughing

/ ...no, the echo of this laugh dissolved in time so long ago... /

Probably,  I never loved anyone the way I loved you that summer. There's no sense in trying to describe how it was like back then, because I wrote dozens of pages, trying to share this happiness and get myself free from this pain. And these memories are still so alive and bright, and still so sacred to me...

But I return to this world so rarely, because so many happy memories have found such an inglorious and tragic end. It's so unfair, it's so wrong. And I'm so sorry...

You were so beautiful inside, otherwise you wouldn't have written all of this. Otherwise, I wouldn't fell in love with you.
You were just sick and you were not given any chance to be cured. They buried you. They buried you alive. And with you they buried a part of me, which I've cherished so dearly.

I miss you and all of you guys so badly. You will always remain in my soul, as something beautiful, eternal and beloved.