Satan In The Wait

That bastard had a head like a matchstick

Face like he was sucking concrete through a straw

"Some faces not even a mother can love."

Says the spit and spatter of broken glass from above

"There's a tombstone where your headboard used to be."

They tell him every night before sleep

Every night before he dreams big and comes complete

Then he sees himself floating high above the certainty of his feet

Sees some gutless worm, seeking a free ride inside the stomach of a whale

He can live without air for several days, he says

He says he knows things, this man, he says

He says he wouldn't wait for the light or the dark to fade

He says you'll want to move for the mouths of the damned elite

"Yeah, I'm good for whatever."

The other smiles convinced

Tell me what's best and when. I'll save the date

I'll set the tone, I'll wander in my sleep

They each raise a glass and clang

"Here's to what will

Here's to the sharpened pencil

Splitting the cast from the skin

Curing the itch, curling the toes

Here's to celebrity and fulfillment

Here's to the top of the world

Here's to a tired leaning wall

Here's to the tragedy to ensue."

Their bodies are open

Their channels are open

This world is opening up

Up, up, up

Today's gonna feel like tomorrow, some day

Tomorrow's gonna feel like yesterday

This world is opening up

This world is opening up

Today's gonna feel like tomorrow today

(This world is opening up)

Daughters - Satan In The Wait

/ I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men. /

For such a long time I couldn't touch anything so strange, dark and immense. To touch something so strongly reminiscent of 'The Dawnward Spiral' not as much of the sound but of this incredible irreversible, uncompromising, intangible feeling of darkness that permeates you through, fascinates, enslaves... While listening to this music, you slowly disappear from this world without noticing that you are trying to solve the riddle which you can never figure out, to realize something that you can never understand... 

Come Back

I’ll give all my rings

I’ll put them in your mouth

I’ll fling out all my past

And like a grave I’ll shut

I will forget all names

All secrets of your god

I’ll give you all my love

For one precision shot

Behind the devil’s back

I’m speaking clear and slow

My teeth is on your neck

Just as I have your claw

For one precision shot

You ask for more and more

You know you better run

Before I lose control

The Jack Wood - Come Back

/ He began to understand darkness: darkness as something solid and real, so much more than a simple absence of light. He felt it touch his skin, questing, moving, exploring: gliding through his mind. It slipped into his lungs, behind his eyes, into his mouth... /

This music is one of the most exquisite, aesthetic and spellful thing I've ever heard.

This girl is poison. This album is a spirital journey. It lies beyond the brink of darkness and mystery. And I'm absolutely mesmerized by its nameless beauty...

Was It Worth It?

Nothing's ever been beautiful

I thought that for quite some time

Everything ends and everyone dies

Death is a constant that I think about all the time

Where do I place these thoughts

Who can understand

How alone I feel

How alone I am

Still a victim of my own mind

Still can't do anything right

I'm composed of demon limbs

And I'm still anxious all the time

Bad days and dissapointment

Will always be relevant

Ask yourself

Will anything ever be worth it?

VCTMS - Ask Yourself

Was It Worth It?

/ I had learned early to assume something dark and lethal hidden at the heart of anything I loved. When I couldn't find it, I responded, bewildered and wary, in the only way I knew how: by planting it there myself. /

I was so thirsty for young blood in my blog, and just like always my wish came true, as presumptuously as it sounds. And... And it seems that exactly in that moment when I'm starting to believe that I won't ever find something bigger that I've already heard, the chance right away tries to show me how many magnifisent things are still hiding from me... And this time it hit me in the heart so hard. Because what today was stood in front of me just blew my mind...

This whole album, from the beginning to the end, is nothing but incredible pallette of vivid colours, frequency fluctuations of all existing music ranges, unbeliavable concentration of the essence of the metal music, youth and recklessness, mixed between crushing grooves and elements of ethereal atmosphere alike, which at times pierces you to the bone. This music fills me with an incredible energy, it makes me feel low and high at the same time. 

This album is a masterpiece within the realm of contemporary metalcore, it's haunting, gloomy, diverse and harsh.

So... Was It Worth It? Oh, it was worth everything...

Beauty School

I like you when
When you take off your face
You put away all your teeth
And take us way underneath
'Cause you could die if you take it alone

I watch you taste it
I see your face
And I know I'm alive
You're shooting stars
From the barrel of your eyes
And it drives me crazy
Just drives me wild

I kind of like you when
When you make up the reel
Take the phone in your room
Stop the tape or resume
Well you could try if you think it will load

I watch you taste it
I see your face
And I know I'm alive
You're shooting stars
From the barrel of your eyes
And it drives me crazy
It drives me wild

Every time
Every time
You drive me wild ...
It's a beautiful ride
Wild
It's a beautiful ride
Ride

I watch you taste it
I see your face
And I know I'm alive
You're shooting stars
From the barrel of your eyes
And it drives me crazy
Just drives me wild 

Deftones - Beauty School

/ When my eyes meet his gaze as we're sitting here staring at each other, time stops. Those eyes are piercing mine, and I can swear at this moment he senses the real me. The one without the attitude, without the facade. /

Yes, it's a beautiful ride and beautiful journey to the world of unseeing things and unfeeling sences, with no terurn when you once heard this mesmerazing song...

I like his hypnotic voice, the dark shades of this music and labyrints of this obscure lyrics. I like everytnig in Deftones music... And I will continue to put these treasures in my chest.

Peroxide

 

...Through simple yet striking, reverberating piano chords, his voice wavers as if on the edge of breaking. "Still talk to God in your sleep", he sings, evoking the familiar hollow feeling we all experience after the loss of a loved one. Later, he declares solemnly over the crescendo of rumbling drums and the hum of violins, "It's just peroxide/ It's just the sunlight in your eyes...".

"There's a death of self that comes with love," he says. "The song is about dying, loving. I think a lot of my writing is."

Chastity - Peroxide

 /Time was passing like a hand waving from a train I wanted to be on.

I hope you never have to think about anything as much as I think about you. /

One of the most sad and melancholy things I've ever heard, as well as the one of the most perfect... Oh Gosh, how do I love it... And it seems that I'm sitting here alone by hours, trying to comprehend it's endless fragality and beauty, diving deeper and deeper into this mirage, trying to understand every word I hear, losing myself in his voice and this prefect state when happiness meets saddness in the purest harmony... 

Trophy

I've been waiting

For you to say the words

As we sail across the universe

Entertaining

You bring me to a stare

As you wave your heart into the air

I walk away

And play it safe

It's strange

How it works

Take your vices

And throw them in the drain

While you're laughin in the pouring rain

Are you sorry?

Well can you find the words?

You just say the lines that you've rehearsed

I'll walk away

And play it safe like you

I just walk away and play it cool

It's strange

How it works...

Just walk away and play it cool

It's strange

How it works

Crosses - Trophy

/ I've crossed some kind of invisible line. I feel as if I've come to a place I never thought I'd have to come to. And I don't know how I got here. It's a strange place. It's a place where a little harmless dreaming and then some sleepy, early-morning talk has led me into considerations of death and annihilation. /

This music is my shrine, my misty sacred place, the reflection of my twilight dreams and memories, drowned in sadness... But I've never ever dreamed about founding something fitting me so perfectly, something that makes me loose my mind and find my heart over and over again.

It seems like this music have put a spell on me, and the world while drowning in these sounds becomes so different... There is love in it which exists only in the most romantic stories, mistery that pierces the pages of the most exciting books, something incomprehensible, dark, otherworldly, seductive, fascinating and eternal...

Closer

You let me violate you

You let me desecrate you

You let me penetrate you

You let me complicate you

Help me

I broke apart my insides

Help me

I've got no soul to sell

Help me

The only thing that works for me

Help me get away from myself

I want to *** you like an animal

I want to feel you from the inside

I want to *** you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

You get me closer to God

You can have my isolation

You can have the hate that it brings

You can have my absence of faith

You can have my everything

Help me

Tear down my reason

Help me

It's your sex I can smell

Help me

You make me perfect

Help me become somebody else

I want to *** you like an animal

I want to feel you from the inside

I want to *** you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

You get me closer to God

Through every forest above the trees

Within my stomach scraped off my knees

I drink the honey inside your hive

You are the reason I stay alive

Nine Inch Nails - Closer (Deviation)

/ I'll always want him. Until every sun goes dark in every sky, until I am nothing more than long-forgotten cosmic dust, I will want him. And even then I suspect my particles will long for his /

The storm is coming.

Tonight I miss you like hell... Well, I always do.

Disarray

False hope

Spreads like a disease

The curtain is drawn

And there’s no shepherd for the sheep

Time waits for no man

It’s expiring

The pendulum swings back and forth

But no one loses sleep

Pinned between

The gears of the machine

Bliss is ignorance

Nowhere else to be

And while they gaze up

At the smoky screen

The perfect time

Line it up

Soak it all in gasoline

Disarray

Control is an illusion

The walls are gonna cave

Disarray

Mask the delusion

Until there’s nothing left to save

Until there’s nothing left to save

The walls are gonna cave

There’s nothing left to save

The walls are gonna cave

Hundredth - Disarray

/ What you listen in heart, are echoes of the past. What you write today, will be echoed in the future. /

Lost in the echo...

Oh, I'm so in love with hollow depth and overfilling atmosphere of this music, riddled with perfect, magic moments...

I love-love-love shoegazing, listeninng to this music is like falling deeply and deeply in the well of  subconscious or traveleing further ad further to the brink of non-existatnce.

Diving With Your Hands Bound

Alone with the woods and the moon

Now it's time, I'll be joining you soon

Alone can't still keep her by my side?

Don't run from me, don't hide

Alone I've been searching everywhere

Now I've given up, you and me

Alone...

What have we done

I cannot overcome

What we've become

I cannot overcome

You and I, You and I forever

Stop it now, come let's go

You and I, You and I forever

Forever...

Manes - Diving With Your Hands Bound

/ Into the darkness they go, the wise and the lovely. /

This amazing blend of electro and metal textures together just blows me away and tears my heart to shreads every time I hear it... And I just can't stop listening to it, over and over again, and every time I hear something new, and it tightens its grip around my heart.