Was It Worth It?

Nothing's ever been beautiful

I thought that for quite some time

Everything ends and everyone dies

Death is a constant that I think about all the time

Where do I place these thoughts

Who can understand

How alone I feel

How alone I am

Still a victim of my own mind

Still can't do anything right

I'm composed of demon limbs

And I'm still anxious all the time

Bad days and dissapointment

Will always be relevant

Ask yourself

Will anything ever be worth it?

VCTMS - Ask Yourself

Was It Worth It?

/ I had learned early to assume something dark and lethal hidden at the heart of anything I loved. When I couldn't find it, I responded, bewildered and wary, in the only way I knew how: by planting it there myself. /

I was so thirsty for young blood in my blog, and just like always my wish came true, as presumptuously as it sounds. And... And it seems that exactly in that moment when I'm starting to believe that I won't ever find something bigger that I've already heard, the chance right away tries to show me how many magnifisent things are still hiding from me... And this time it hit me in the heart so hard. Because what today was stood in front of me just blew my mind...

This whole album, from the beginning to the end, is nothing but incredible pallette of vivid colours, frequency fluctuations of all existing music ranges, unbeliavable concentration of the essence of the metal music, youth and recklessness, mixed between crushing grooves and elements of ethereal atmosphere alike, which at times pierces you to the bone. This music fills me with an incredible energy, it makes me feel low and high at the same time. 

This album is a masterpiece within the realm of contemporary metalcore, it's haunting, gloomy, diverse and harsh.

So... Was It Worth It? Oh, it was worth everything...