Risk

You can't talk, I'm anxious

I'm off the walls

I'm right here just

Come outside and see it

But pack your heart, you might need it

You're locked up, you exit

You did it before and I've seen it

Come outside and breathe in

Relax your arms and let me in

I know what to say to take you

Higher high

No one else can take you higher

But I will try

I will find a way

I'm confused some

But I think I can try

I will save your life

I will save your life

I'll try find a way

I'm confused some

But I think I can try

I will save your life

I will save your life

I'll try for you

For you

Deftones - Risk

/ Even if no salvation should come, I want to be worthy of it at every moment. /

Without further ado, I just wanna fuse with the atmosphere of this divine chorus... This music is killing me and at the same time only here I found my salvation.

Fully Automatic

In a rundown store at the edge of town

They sold a gun called Columbine

Called Columbine

It's been a long long time since I held a gun

It's been a long time since the West was won

Since the West was won

It's the same old store where they proudly sold

The gun that shot John Lennon down

Shot Lennon down

It's the same old news when the kids that go

Off to school don't make it home

Don't make it home

But I need protection

From people like me

It becomes an infection

Becomes a disease

It's been a long time since I held a gun

To the head of a man in the name of love

It's been a long time since a bullet flew

From the laws that were passed

By the powers that be

In the land of the free

In the land of the free

Annisokay - Fully Automatic

/ But indifference would ultimately commend itself as a devastating weapon. /

There are days when I am free as the wind and free to do whatever I want. There are days when life is covered with a veil of misty fog, which hides from my gaze all the colors of life, all the feelings, thoughts, memories and senses. And there are such periods as now: emotions boil inside, thoughts struggles outward, but in the middle of the hustle and prying eyes I cannot open up and throw them out, to tie another little knot of memory on the long tortuous line of my life. 

So let me just say thanks to this incredible song, which bring something special to another day of my life and made my feelings and thoughts seethe in me and quietly driving me crazy with this incredible chorus. "In the name of love..."

Hearts / Wires

Nothing can save me now

Is what I believe

The slit in the sky when you left

Is all I see

Nothing to sing about

I've bared all my leaves

No vision or dreams about you

Came true for me

Cut through

This razor wire

And dine on your heart

Mine 'til the end

Stuck with illusion now

I drown in your sea

I hope that you'll first save yourself

And then come for me

Cut through

This razor wire

And dine on your heart

Mine 'til the end

Break through

Collect the wires

And writhe in your heart

Mine 'till the end

A way a way out a way

Down deep into your veins all the way all the way

Down deep into your heart all the way all the way

Cut through

This razor wire

Mine 'til the end

Break through

Collect the wire

And dine on your heart

Mine 'til the end

Deftones - Hearts / Wires

/ It all goes away. Eventually, everything goes away. /

Когда я услышала первые аккорды этой песни, доносящиеся словно из-за пелены дождя, из далекого иллюзорного и прекрасного мира, внутри меня все застыло, замерло, я словно потеряла себя и в этот миг что-то тихонько прокралось в мое сердце... Что-то настолько печальное, мимолетное, неуловимое, что-то настолько прекрасное, чего я еще не видела. Что-то, что является лишь тенью, обещанием, исчезающей вдали дымкой, но навсегда оставляющее неизгладимый отпечаток в сердце и неугасающую тоску в сознании...

Kodou

 

The sadness on the face will probably be gone tomorrow

When did my eyes become dead?

What is waiting for me tomorrow as I sing and live without meaning?

Alone in my room as my heartbeat screams

Don't kid yourself and don't fool yourself

I am addicted to the perceived fate

I am alone I linger on to this fate

Don't kid yourself don't wound yourself

The unstoppable rain The unstoppable sound The unstoppable scar

The unstoppable love The unstoppable song...

I can't stop it anymore

I can't handle it anymore

Kill the voice Close your eyes Drown in the darkness Roam around

I won't depend on anyone anymore

Kill the voice Close your eyes Drown in the darkness Roam around

I keep inside me your keen voice...

All in darkness

It's such an irony this sunny bright weather

Good morning...

Dir En Grey - Kodou

/ Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls. /

Life is so empty without a dream, without something is beyound reach, without unrequited love, without weirdness and secrets. And I found myself a new addiction, embodied both in the spirit and in the flesh. 

And I hope I can enjoy it as long as possible, making my way through this maze, breaking through the thorns, not caring about dirt on my feets and saddness in my heart, looking for the most distant stars in the sky, trying to see the bottom of the deepest waters... Thinking of you and trying to figure you out, to just contemplating you as something the most strange and beautiful that has ever (non)existed in this world.

私はあなたを愛しているのだと思う

The Sound Of Muzak

Hear the sound of music

Drifting in the aisles

Elevator Prozac

Stretching on for miles

The music of the future

Will not entertain

It's only meant to repress

And neutralise your brain

Soul gets squeezed out

Edges get blunt

Demographic

Gives what you want

One of the wonders of the world is going down

It's going down I know

It's one of the blunders of the world that no-one cares

No-one cares enough

Now the sound of music

Comes in silver pills

Engineered to suit you

Building cheaper thrills

The music of rebellion

Makes you wanna rage

But it's made by millionaires

Who are nearly twice your age

Soul gets squeezed out

Edges get blunt

Demographic

Gives what you want

One of the wonders of the world is going down

It's going down I know

It's one of the blunders of the world that no-one cares

No-one cares enough

Porcupine Tree - The Sound Of Muzak

/ Music, once admitted to the soul, becomes a sort of spirit, and never dies. /

This song is one of the wonders of the world, but I guess that only lucky ones care enough. This melody is so breathtaking and only one chorus is enought to remind you what does it mean to be absolutely happy and free.

You Don't Fool Me

You don't fool me

You don't fool me...

Da, da da da dah

Da da da dah

Da da dah...

You don't fool me - those pretty eyes

That sexy smile - you don't fool me

You don't rule me - you're no surprize

You're telling lies - you don't fool me

Mmm, mama said be careful of that girl

Mama said you know that she's no good

Mama said be cool, don't you be no fool

Yup bup ba ba ba ba da da da dah!

You don't fool me

You don't fool me, you don't fool me

She'll take you

You don't fool me, and break you

You don't rule me, you don't fool me

You don't fool me, she'll take you

You don't fool me, and break you

Sooner or later you'll be playing by her rules

Baby you don't fool me, yeah

You don't fool me, you don't have to say 'don't mind'

You don't have to teach me things I know

Sooner or later you'll be playing by her rules

Queen - You Don't Fool Me

/ Most things are forgotten over time. Even the war itself, the life-and-death struggle people went through is now like something from the distant past. We’re so caught up in our everyday lives that events of the past are no longer in orbit around our minds. There are just too many things we have to think about everyday, too many new things we have to learn. But still, no matter how much time passes, no matter what takes place in the interim, there are some things we can never assign to oblivion, memories we can never rub away. They remain with us forever, like a touchstone. /

I still come to this frigile and forgotten place from time to time, to feel these emotions and bring these memories back again like in the first time. And I feel myself so happy and so sad in these monents, like I'm smiling and criyng at the same time...
One of the greatest bands in the world and personally in my life. One of the most powerful and incredible voices. A guitar solo that tears my heart apart and dissolving in the unspeakable greatness of Pink Floyd music.
I am immensely happy that from the very beginning you were a part of my childhood and my life, and you will always remain in me, keeping everything that has been left behind long ago, but what I will be always missing and what I will never forget, thanks to you.

You Don't Get Me High Anymore

I don't like stayin' at home

When the moon is bleeding red

Woke up stoned in the backseat

From a dream where my teeth fell out of my head

Cut it up, cut it up, yeah

Everybody's on something here

My godsend chemical best friend

Skeleton whispering in my ear

Runnin' through emergency rooms

Spinning wheels and ceiling fans

My handshake, cellophane, landscape

Mannequin fakin' it the best that I can

Cadillac, Cadillac red

No hands on the steering wheel

I'm crashing this save-a-ho puppet show

UFO obliterate the way I feel

Walk with me to the end

Stare with me into the abyss

Do you feel like letting go?

I wonder how far down it is

Nothing is fun

Not like before

You don't get me high anymore

Used to take one

Now it takes four

You don't get me high anymore

You don't get me high anymore

You don't get me high anymore

Phantogram - You Don't Get Me High Anymore

/ You keep me within what you think is normal. I hate it. /

This song literally makes me to lose my grip. I love everything about it: it's rhythm, it's passion, it's despair, it's thirst, it's demand. This incredible video that simply radiates all these feelings in such an elegant, bright, sensual and just beautiful manner.

And this is what you feel when life cannot give you what you want. To soar high into the deep blue sky, to dissolve into the infinity of the ocean, to shine with all existing colors against a fading sunset, to run away to the brink of the earth, to see what you haven't ever seen, to feel what you have never felt before and what you have even never thought about.

And you rush about and go mad craving for more... And only music can quench that thirst. After all, the whole world is hidden in music. In music like this.