Kodou

 

The sadness on the face will probably be gone tomorrow

When did my eyes become dead?

What is waiting for me tomorrow as I sing and live without meaning?

Alone in my room as my heartbeat screams

Don't kid yourself and don't fool yourself

I am addicted to the perceived fate

I am alone I linger on to this fate

Don't kid yourself don't wound yourself

The unstoppable rain The unstoppable sound The unstoppable scar

The unstoppable love The unstoppable song...

I can't stop it anymore

I can't handle it anymore

Kill the voice Close your eyes Drown in the darkness Roam around

I won't depend on anyone anymore

Kill the voice Close your eyes Drown in the darkness Roam around

I keep inside me your keen voice...

All in darkness

It's such an irony this sunny bright weather

Good morning...

Dir En Grey - Kodou

/ Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls. /

Life is so empty without a dream, without something is beyound reach, without unrequited love, without weirdness and secrets. And I found myself a new addiction, embodied both in the spirit and in the flesh. 

And I hope I can enjoy it as long as possible, making my way through this maze, breaking through the thorns, not caring about dirt on my feets and saddness in my heart, looking for the most distant stars in the sky, trying to see the bottom of the deepest waters... Thinking of you and trying to figure you out, to just contemplating you as something the most strange and beautiful that has ever (non)existed in this world.

私はあなたを愛しているのだと思う