Own Worst Enemy

I gotta give it to ya
Yeah, you talk real tough
Say you're nothing but love
Bet it gets under your skin
And when it gets too much then the Devil steps in

I chew your ears off for hours
Yeah, I'm good for a minute 'til the demons come 'round
And I feel empty and sad, yeah
Drink until I'm poison, only then I can escape my mind

I know you say that you don't want it, want it
You take a couple pills to stop him coming for ya
And he turns up without a warning, warning
I heard he's looking for you

You and I ain't friends
So stop shadowing me
I'm getting out, I'm getting free
There's no escaping it, I'm my worst enemy
Pack your bags and leave
You have caused me too much grief
I'm getting out, I'm getting free
There's no escaping it, I'm my worst enemy

I go to bed and then lie awake up screaming
Why ain't I sleeping oh why ain't I dreaming?
Have you come to me to tell me a secret?
You will not tell me 'cause you know I'll leak it

You and I ain't friends
So stop shadowing me
I'm getting out, I'm getting free
There's no escaping it, I'm my worst enemy
Pack your bags and leave
You have caused me too much grief
I'm getting out, I'm getting free
There's no escaping it, I'm my worst enemy

Yonaka - Own Worst Enemy

/ Him that I love, I wish to be free -- even from me. /

Another punch in the head. Thank you for this incredible torrent of energy, for this precious feeling when it seems that nothing is impossible and everything is in our hands.