Soda Pop Fiction

Flip the switch
Your move is open
Cut up the can you drank, it's gone

Watch as you slip

Into the wrong world
Watch as your eyes fill up with blood

You know, I need all, it all this fiction
Well it really messes with me

I need a lockjaw, to keep my mouth shut
To keep from saying, what I'm afraid of
I need a rocket, shoot into the moon
It's all part of my soda pop fiction

Dream

I spent a long time waiting to see
And if I come back, I'll be tasting the sweet
But my lips, the flavor sticks in my teeth
It gives a lot to all the fiction you read

I need a lockjaw, to keep my mouth shut
To keep from saying, what I'm afraid of
I need a rocket, shoot into the moon
I need the money but not to feel the attitude

I need a lockjaw, to keep my mouth shut
To keep from saying…

 Polyenso - Soda_Pop_Fiction / Neon Mirror (Instrumental) 

 

God, this thing is really a hard one... I just can't put this music into narrow confines of the words, can't display it's mood by any existing image. Absolutely strange, extraordinary, hypnotic, genuine and one of the all existing kinds. This complicated, multilayered, majectic music interwoven with one of the most beautiful and emotional vocal melodies I ever heard, honestly. This is the kind of music that will force itself into your mind and heart when you're most vulnerable and never leave. This music will make you vulnerablewithout any chanses to escape. This is nothing but incredible. This music is the new experine. This music is paradise.

Simmer

 Rage is a quiet thing
You think that you've tamed it
But it's just lying in wait
Oh, rage
Is it in our veins?
Feel it in my face when I least expect it

If I had seen my reflection
As something more precious
He would've never
Mmm, and if my child needed protection
From a fucker like that man
I'd sooner gut him
Cause nothing cuts like a mother

Give in

Control
There's so many ways to give in
Eyes closed
Another way to make it to 10
Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy?
Simmer simmer simmer simmer simmer down

Control
There's so many ways to give in
Eyes closed
Another way to make it to 10
Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy?
(Simmer, simmer, simmer, simmer, simmer, simmer)
Gotta simmer simmer simmer simmer simmer down

Wrap yourself in petals
Wrap yourself in petals
Wrap yourself in petals for armor
Petals for armor

Hayley Williams - Simmer

What a beautiful discover. The first time I heard this song, I stopped, held my breath and decided to save it for later, anticipating something genuine, unusual and great, and it's elusive echoes had already crept in my soul...

This song is a quiet thing. Unreachable and unforgettable. Atmospheric, dark and absolutely bottomless. The voice of this girl holds so many stories in every single word she spell, so much pain in every single note she sing. This voice contains so much strength, strenght of sound and strength of mind. And gosh, how beautiful her voice is and this song are...

Name Your God

 

Feel that fire beneath my toes
The world is burning all aglow
We missed the pardon, Heaven knows
Here for forever as human ghosts
We knew the stakes so take your place
I can't believe there's so much confusion on your face

So breathe in
(Let it out)
Through these charred lungs
(And breathe in)
To the end
(But the end was a casualty)

I'll take your mercy
Please take this pain
You did it once
This is just a misunderstanding
A little lie crept in my brain
I couldn't fight it so flesh becomes flame

One time the old man said
Keep God in your heart not your head
Don't ever let that in
(Don't ever let that in)
Because then you will see
(Name your god)
That I will not be here
(Name your god)
I will be at home
(Name your god)
Will you be there with me?
I don't know

I awoke so scared, more scared than I had ever been
Asking God to forgive each and every sin
Sweat poured from my head into my hands
As I sat there staring at them
Seven years and death at your door
The spirit's in the room begging for more
And thirty-five years, I still don't know
I still don't know where we all will go

Where will you go?
I don't know

Emery - Name Your God

This is the way the perfection, elegance and serenity sounds like... And it feels like you're running away from everything and everyone along a deserted beach, the wind blows your hair, soft sand caresses your feet, a measured sound of waves calms your heart, and wherever you go, wherever you look, everything you see is infinite: the endless sky above, an endless horizon all around, and it seems that your movement in this world is endless, too... Or maybe it really is?

Still

I'll wrap up my bones

And leave them

Out of this home

Out on the road

Two feet standing on a principle

Two hands longing for each others warmth

Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats

Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go

It's spiraling down

Biting words like a wolf howling

Hate is spitting out each others mouths

But we're still sleeping like we're lovers

Still with feet touching

Still with eyes meeting

Still our hands match

Still with hearts beating

Two feet standing on a principle

Two hands longing for each others warmth

Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats

Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go

Daughter - Still

/ The day will come when I will look in the sky the same way asking how are you there, without me... /

Whatever I say, my words will not be able to describe a small fraction of how beautiful this song is... This magic, ephemerality and depth of post-rock, this elusive and pure sadness, this genuine beauty. The voice of this girl is a pure fragile vessel filled with unique beauty and unbearable sadness. And I will keep it carefully, I promise.

The Dazzler

 The night is young at the Dazzler
I spiked my own drink, took myself to bed
Alone I pondered the cheap frills of hotels
The miniatures, the endless throwaway towels
One for my hair, one for my foot
Another for my other foot
My face, my neck, my spilled beverages

Drunk in my hotel room, I look perfect
I look like I'm 24 before I caught your coldness
God, I'm gorgeous
I keep begging for late checkouts
Let me stay here, let me live here
In room 232 till I expire, I can shower for hours
Leave the lights on, I'm not paying those bills

The neighbours are quiet, no one is back yet
I think about the falsity of hotel sex
Expensive bedsheets and the orange glowing filaments
The way you used to say you loved me
In the heat of it, holiday feeling
When it wasn't over too quick
Yeah, I'll throw the TV out the window
And I'll paint the whole room gold
I'll make potions with the minibar here
Yeah, I feel unbalanced, put my feet on the walls
Try and reach you all night, I'm not paying for calls

Oh, this is heaven
Alone
Yeah, this is living
Alone

 Ex:Re - The Dazzler

"This song hit me hard in many ways, I relate to it, it brings me back to the nights in the city where I would wander around and see all the happy couples walking around, laughing, kissing, cuddling, having dinner, living. The loneliness I felt was suffocating, I would call up guys for a cheap thrill, some sex in a decent hotel with some drinks just to feel something other than the emptiness inside me, growing. I would feel sick after like I was degrading myself for sinking this low just to escape my problems. 

I felt like nobody would love me in those times, I was kind of hoping that one day a guy wouldn’t just get up and leave once the sex ended. I was hoping they would stay and hold me and let me cry out all this sadness enveloping me, engulfing my being deep inside. There were many nights in that city, in those hotel rooms, of just loneliness, pleasure, relief, hopelessness and confusion, I could see the imprints of myself in the walls. 

My life is better now, I’m lucky for what I have and the guy I have in my life. I’ll never forget though those feelings and how close I was to ending it all in one of those rooms, each night was like a dance with death. Those memories feel like a blur, they’re strangely nostalgic. This song brings it all right out of me. I’m grateful for escaping that cycle, I know some that never escape."

For me loneliness and melancholy have never been sad, only romantic and so desired... But this music is so painful yet so beautiful I can even put in the words. This is too personal, too outspoken, too beautiful, too fragile yet too strong. This not just a song, this is a story of lonely soul in absolutely lonely world, told in a such a piercing way, that I feel myself as if I were you... And these feeling are so beyond all bearing... But this is heaven, alone. Yes, this is living, alone.

Familiar

Can you walk on the water if I, you and I?

Because your blood's running cold outside the familiar true to life

Can you walk on the water if I, you and I?

Or keep your eyes on the road and live in the familiar, without you and I

It glows with gates of gold, true to life

We took a walk to the summit at night, you and I

To burn a hole in the old grip of the familiar, you and I

And the dark was opening wide, do or die

Under a mask of vermillion ruling eyes

And our love is a ghost that the others can't see

It's a danger

Every shade of us you fade down to keep

Them in the dark on who we are

(Oh, what you do to me)

Gonna be the death of me

It's a danger

'Cause our love is a ghost that the others can't see

Agnes Obel - Familiar

This song is golden, like autumn leaves in the light, warm, like a mug of hot tea and a warm blanket on a rainy day, sad, like a whisper of the cold days that coming...

Quiet

Time does not bring relief; you all have lied 

Who told me time would ease me of my pain! 

I miss him in the weeping of the rain; 

I want him at the shrinking of the tide; 

The old snows melt from every mountain-side, 

And last year’s leaves are smoke in every lane; 

But last year’s bitter loving must remain 

Heaped on my heart, and my old thoughts abide. 

There are a hundred places where I fear 

To go,—so with his memory they brim. 

And entering with relief some quiet place 

Where never fell his foot or shone his face 

I say, “There is no memory of him here!” 

And so stand stricken, so remembering him.

This Will Destroy You - Quiet

A quiet farewell to everything that can't be last forever... Life, followed by death. The warmth of the hands, replaced by the coldness of loneliness. The sound of music fading into silence. The sadness that fills the void left after all of this. And the beauty left to live forever.