Gone With The Wind

The weight of the world is resting on thin ice

When the surface breaks will I find paradise?

As I freeze to death, left to reflect

What a waste of time I was, in retrospect

Of all the patterns that I could create

I built a labyrinth with no escape

To keep my ‘self' under lock and key

I am my own worst enemy

I'd take a leap of faith, but I'd lose my nerve

In the end, I'll get the hell that I deserve

If I could silence all the doubt in me

Accept that what is meant to be

I'm always gone with the wind

Crawling in and out of my mind

God knows, I lost all my faith

A sickness with no remedy, except the ones inside of me

You ever wonder how deep you could sink into nothing at all?

Disintegrate. Annihilate me

I remember when you said to me

“My friend, hope is a prison.”

Hope is a prison

Architects - Gone With The Wind

2 years today. Please, return me back to these days.

This world is so empty without you... I'm so sorry that I return to this sacred place so rarely, because it's all too painful... Forgive me for holding you in such depth of my heart where no lights can reach you. Every time I listen to this song, my heart bursts with pain and eyes fill with tears. Every fucking time.

Thank you for this unbelievably beautiful world you've created. Thank you for changing my life. I love you and I always will. And I will miss you forever.