Survival

Will I disappear? 

Will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow? 

Will I disappear until I can't feel the light? 

Will I disappear with the memory of the sorrow? 

Ten years of hope have passed, you felt alone 

And pictured life a little differently 

And people say that life has just begun 

You wait impatiently, a lotus in the sun

 You are the infamy, the luminescent light

 And people say that life has just begun

 When you're not a part of me I feel dead inside 

 And I get the feeling I've been here before 

On the abandoned road

Tesseract - Survival

I don't want to see my reflection in this song, nonetheless I can't help but see this to some extent. So I just let this beautiful sadness fill the void that consumes me from time to time, rising like a tide over me.