Olympic Airways

Sun up, we wait all day
Sun's up, we wait all day, all day
While the hell outside is kept away
If only we could move away from here
This is how we build a place
An aviary for today
An aviary for today
Let's disappear till tomorrow
Let's disappear till tomorrow
Disappear
Disappear
Disappear

Blow up these plane parades, let's go
To an aviary far from home
To an aviary far from home
A one hand clap is me and you, and you, and you
While the hell outside is kept away
If only we'd moved away
Disappear
Disappear
Disappear

Last vacation was the same
We could move away
Last vacation was the same
We could move away
Last vacation was the same
(The same)

Sun down now
We have built our place
An aviary
Forever
An aviary
Forever

Foals - Olympic Airways

“In the summer, we write life’s summary with the slow waves of love flowing over the sandy beach. The slow breeze and the warm sun write our memories.”

My summer has finally reached it’s dusk, and warm sunny days of joy and freedom shortly will turn to chill silent nights of memories... And, probably, this song, like no other, has epitomized all the feelings and memories of it, 'cause it is so incredibly touching, inspiring, sunny, and so elusively-sad... Because time is ticking away and my summer is running away hand in hand with every passing moment, to the land where all my most treasured memories dwell...  Just another year, just another life is now behind... But thanks to this inexpressible, all-embracing love for these guys, it will be imprinted in my memory and my heart so deeply... And so many of my memories are wowen of songs of unspeakable beauty, and each of them is a whole page of my life, tinted with its own unique feelings and emotions, in colors the likes of which I'd never seen before...

Greetings from Califournia

Hands up it's a stick up

Nobody's leaving this room for a minute

Everyone's breathing these fumes

That are in it

Sick of the people who make the decisions

Put your hands up it's a stick up

Hopefully God is still down to forgive us

Nobody's breathing

Who let the evil in?

What's in the water?

Are you bothered?

What's the problem here?

I know once you come to California

You would never look back

Just a little bit can make you wonder

You got it in

I can feel it go down

I can feel it go down all the way

All the way

Give it to me slow now

Give it to me slow then watch the way

It comes and comes

I know once you come to California

You would never look back

Just a little bit can make you wonder

Handcuffed and I thought of you

I made love and I thought of you

My daddy died, I just thought of you

My sister cried and my mama too

I got a place and I thought of you

I tried to decorate and I thought of you

I'm seeing red but I'm singing blue

I never knew what black and white would fit you too

Anybody, somebody, please

I'm begging

I'm even on my knees

I've got a dozen insecurities

But I don't think you should be worried for me

No I don't think you should be worried for me

I know once you come to California

You would never look back

The Neighbourhood - Greetings from Califournia

/ I wanted to hear what she was saying. I wanted to smell that burnt midnight again, I wanted to feel that wind. It was a secret wanting, like a song I couldn't stop humming, or loving someone I could never have.
No matter where I went, my compass pointed west. I would always know what time it was in California. /

I think I just found my new favourite sort of herioine in The NBHD music. Every their song is like a liquid high strait through my veins to my heart and soul. But this one... It's just something beyond my perception, something dark, mysterious, ethereal, and blissfully haunting. I've lost myself in this shadowy maze and I don't ever want to find the way out...

Staying Up

No food to eat
All the money's been wasted from last week
I can't even leave
So I sit in the basement, making up rad beats
Hot cup of tea
It's four o'clock in the middle of the night and I can't sleep
It's all on the peak
So bad I can taste it while it eats me

Some part of me
Feels a little bit naked and empty
I'm stuck underneath
A few dirty old blankets to comfort me

And there's a light
And I can see why I'm still alive
Mommy won't lie
'Cause if she did, I would've died
All the time I sit and try
You think I'd be tired
Every night, I'm sick and why?
Ohh, I'm staying up this time

How can I sleep if I don't have dreams?
I just have nightmares
How can it be?
I still believe something is out there

The Neighbourhood - Staying Up

/ There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds. /

When you know that things always could be worse. But sometimes you need to ruin your life just to feel something. But so far all I feel is pain.

And how I wish to be free from everything and everyone...

Thank you, &

I don't love you and I never will, I even can't get along with your absolutely insane personality, but gosh, what a talanted person you are...! I just can express all my gratitude for the music that you've once created, so insanely beautiful, that it filled all my world from horizon to horizon and now I just can't imigine my life without it.

And now I'm here to just say:"Happy birthday, Jesse". I hope that you will be absolutely and endlessly happy in your life, but this happines won't eclipse your talent. And yes, I know that "I hate the beach, but I stand in California with my toes in the sand" is hundredth miles away now, replaced with "I love the beach and I stand in California with my girl in my hands", and all you want now is just enjoy this bliss endlessly, but I miss your melancholy melodies and heavenly voice so freaking much sometimes that I just want to cry knowing I never ever will hear this elusive beauty again...

P.S. And... well, yes, I want to see that stunning boy sitting next to you all the time, like back in those perfect days.

When you're gone...

 

/ There are memories that time does not erase... 

Forever does not make loss forgettable, only bearable. / 

I don't know how to start with... There is so many scattered thoughts and flashes of memories in my mind, and in the same time I feel gaping void in my heart. There is so many pain and love for you...

I still miss you so much and still can't bear the thought that you vere taken away so early. And it makes me muse about how fragile our life is and how illusive happiness is. Veil of bliss is wonderful, but at the same time it is subtle and tender, so it can be torn by the wind in a blink... And there are always fear, pain and loneliness are lurking behind it... Because now metter how long this ride called life would be, there is always only one and the same final destination.

But now I do not want to think about your death. I want to remember what a wonderful life you have lived and what an incredible contribution you've brought to life of so many of us... After all, if the same outcome for everyone of us is inevitable, I want to capture and remember every happy moment that life will give me. Life is a book and there are a thousand pages I have not read yet. And each of us have his own story. Oscar Wilde once said, "To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all". And sometimes I wonder if I live my life right... Most of the time absolutely alone, swimming in still waters of dear memories, beautiful images and imaginary stories, while living incredible lives, discovering new horizons - of knowledge, feelings and emotions - and all of this is only in my head, in my heart... Do I make a contribution to the future? Or will all of this be forgotten, and once looking back, I won't find anything in there, just something to cling to? No, not like this. I always have a pen in my hands to write my own story day by day. And how interesting and exciting it will be depends only on me. So I don't want to postpone it for later. Because every day is precious, but every wasted day is a blank page in your story. And you can't go back and fill it. So live here and now. The past can't be returned, and the future doesn't exists yet...

“Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swamps of the not-quite, the not-yet, and the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists.. it is real.. it is possible.. it's yours.”

And in the end all I can say is... Time flies, I always miss you and I always keep you in my heart.

 

Fired Up

All fired up

Hand on my heart, I'm down on my knees

I'm asking you nicely

I'll take the blame, I'll take a bullet

Would you take one for me?

Bonnie & Clyde, ride 'til we die

Do it so carelessly

But open my mind, you start the fire

Watch it burn out and leave

Washed all my sins

You perfectly fit the sins in my darkest dreams

All from my past is moving too fast

Love me eternally

Gun to my head, I'm already dead

If you think I would speak

My life at stake, no mythical break

For me and my baby

'Cause we know what It's like to be reckless

You and I, we still fight

Us against the world

'Round my waist, on your neck

Like I'm legless

In the past, lovele-e-ess

All fired up and frustrated

Lost our minds and our patience

Stay with me, I've done some changing

I'm waiting, I'm made for you baby

You can count on me

I'm a slave to your game

I like it this way

A figure in darkness is calling my name

But I'm not the same, so baby I change

I like it this way

All fired up and frustrated

Lost our minds and our patience

Stay with me, I've done some changing

I'm waiting, I'm made for you baby

You can count on me

Yonaka - Fired Up

“You've got this life and while you've got it, you'd better kiss like you only have one moment, try to hold someone's hand like you will never get another chance to, look into people's eyes like they're the last you'll ever see, watch someone sleeping like there's no time left, jump if you feel like jumping, run if you feel like running, play music in your head when there is none, and eat cake like it's the only one left in the world!”

What a mind-blowing guys! So unconventional, fervent, reckless, dangerous and harsh. I'm so in love with their music, so thunderous, so edgy, so powerfully aggressive, but it the same time so melodic and sensetive. And oh, these unique hipnotic vocals...

And this is the case when almost every song makes you crazy and you hardly can choose the only one, because every one of them is like a diamond, which was born in the darkness and now it shines in sunlight with the colors of unspeakable beauty, so diverse, but blending, they create incredible shades of feelings and emotions. Soft colors, bright shining, but in the same time its edges are so sharp that you can easily cut yourself.

To this music it's so easy to set yourself free and become wild, unrestrained and incredibly happy.
So whenever I want to feel myself positive and happy I will come to you, or when I'll come to you I couldn't be anything else except being happy and positive.

Disco//very

I've got a friend with a melody that will kill

She'll eat you alive

Like cyanide it's poison

She'll eat you alive

Don't you battle we'll kill you

We'll rip you up and tear you in two

Don't you battle we'll kill you

We'll rip you up and tear you in two

Only in the sound of the voices I scream

I heard my name, now I'm gone, tell me what I did

You saw me standing on my lone mountain

Dare me to play, not to put it off

The tears are not worth the wait

Your loveliness is so worth it (so worth it)

You're another one in a long long time

Wrestling people for peace

Wrestling people for peace

Only in the sound of the voices I scream

Only in the sound of your voice did I scream

Only in the sound of the voices I scream

I make room for everyone

I make room for everyone

I need to take a break

Do you wanna look in my mind

Open up and see what you find

Holdin' on to just what I wanted

Hiding like a force, it was

Just behind the door, well, I wasn't not looking out

For nothing anymore but, oh look what I found

I was always talking too much

But only in the sound of my voice did I reach out

Only in the sound of the voice did I scream

Only in the sound of the voice did I scream

Warpaint - Disco//very

/ This is how trance sounds, looks and feels like /

Эти невероятные девушки безоговорочно претендуют на звание моих новых муз . Как же я люблю таких необычных, креативных, сумасшедших, открытых, свободных, ярких, обаятельных, сексапильных, неординарных и просто поразительных личностей. Они просто завораживают меня и я готова часами наслаждаться их музыкой, их голосами, их талантом, их глубиной... Они такие разные, но глядя на них, я начинаю понимать, что дело даже не в том, как ты выглядишь, а в том, что ты вкладываешь в свой взгляд, когда смотришь в глаза другому человеку. Ох, ведь лишь мысли о том, какие тайны скрываются за этим взглядом, способны повергнуть меня в долгие размышления и блуждания по своему собственному внутреннему миру.

Ох, парни-парни, вы великолепны, вы талантливы, вы созидательны, но почти во всем вы руководствуетесь исключительно своим блистательным умом, но может ли ваше сердце ощущать такой невероятный калейдоскоп чувств и эмоций, какой способно ощутить женское сердце? Я не знаю, но я верю, что где-то вы точно есть и кому-то повезет встретить вас на своем пути...
 

Но, возвращаясь к теме... Я невероятно люблю это видео. Этот радужный калейдоскоп невероятных чувств и эмоций. Этот невероятно яркий, вдохновляющий поток свободы и полноты. Свободы от общества, свободы от ненужных мыслей, свободы от времени. Это вечное солнечное лето...
А когда этот ослепляющий день меркнет и наступает ночь вдохновения, мое сердце замирает и слова просто исчезают из моей головы, превращаясь в чувство боли, которая является ничем иным как реакцией на истинную красоту. Как передать, то, что я вижу, слышу и чувствую? Как описать то, насколько это прекрасно, трогательно, печально, меланхолично? Просто безвременно... Словно прошлое и будущее вдруг встретились в одном прекрасном мгновении настоящего. И оно так похоже на мою мечту юности, мечту о свободной жизни, о днях, наполненных вдохновением, творчеством, музыкой и мечтами, путешествиями и новыми открытиями; вечерними прогулками с теми, кто разделяет все твои самые сокровенные мысли и эмоции; а самое главное - безграничной любовью, которая будет наполнять мое сердце, приводя меня в состояние эйфории и порой причиняя почти физическую боль. И когда я смотрю его, мне кажется, что эта мечта сбылась... И мне не нужно никуда спешить, ни о чем волноваться и ничего не бояться, а только лишь расслабиться и наслаждаться блаженством, которое будет длится вечно.

Spanish Sahara

So I walked into the haze
And a million dirty waves
Now I see you lying there
Like a lilo losing air, air
Black rocks and shoreline surf
Still that summer I cannot bear
And I wipe the sand from my eyes
Spanish Sahara, the place that you'd wanna
Leave the horror here

Forget the horror here
Forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
It's future rust and it's future dust

Now the waves they drag you down
Carry you to broken ground
Though I found you in the sand
Wipe you clean with dirty hands
So god damn this boiling space
Spanish Sahara, the place that you'd wanna
Leave the horror here

I'm the fury in your head
I'm the fury in your bed
I'm the ghost in the back of your head
Cause I'm...

A choir of furies in your head
A choir of furies in your bed
I'm the ghost in the back of your head
Cause I'm...

Foals - Spanish Sahara

/ No matter how much suffering you went through, you never wanted to let go of those memories /

/ I was thinking of writing something meaningful and filled with emotions today that I was laying awake thinking about last night. But I'm so vulnerable and low right now. And I never know just how intimate and personal I can allow myself to be anymore. I used to be unable to understand people who chose to close themselves off to the outside world as a response to pain. But the more hurt one encounters it's easy to try and protect your heart by forming a shell around it. Oh mother, it's so hard to be soft and warm and full of love in a world that wants you to be stone. Oh I do know coldness is a kiss of death to your soul, creativity and life itself. It is not an achievement to be cold. If something is frozen, it cannot move. And if it cannot move it will remain the same. And if we remain the same nothing will ever change. So if we lock ourselves in a negative emotional state it will never take us where we need to go. And I need to go.

hannatiensuu /

Back to the lonely state of mind and soul. Back to myself. Back to the place I actually have never left... Back to you, guys. To the place where everything was started so long ago. And so strange that this song just perfectly matches everything I've felt at the past times and what I'm feeling right now, because it just captures that feeling of despair and helplessness, but in the same time desicion to let go and move on so perfectly. And for me Foals' music is like vessel to where I can pour my soul and my heart out. "Leave it all down here, it's future rust, it's future dust"...

...Yes, I still remember: "Life is short, always take pictures". And at least I have a huge box of them.

So Good

You're too much, I can't take it

You always seem to make my heart stop and

I can tell that there's something in your eyes

Calling me

I want you now, I want you all over me

Can't you tell me all your secrets?

I'll tell you all mine

I'll tell you all mine

Saw you all alone on the outside

I knew your move

Do you remember me

The same way I do you?

I want you, open wide

Can't you tell me all your secrets?

I'll tell you all mine

I'll tell you all mine

You're so good

So good

So good

Going out of my mind

I'm handling it

Going out of my mind

I'm handling it

You're good, you're good, you're good

I'm handling it

So good, so good, so good

I'm handling it

Warpaint - So Good

/ Her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high. / 

You are interested in it until there is something unknown behind this veil of darkness... But when you slightly open the veil everything will be gone... But maybe you will find a deep well there, and if you'll make just one careless step, you will fall into it and you will never be able to get out again.

And for now, just free yourself under this captivating tune and enjoy this beautiful irreversibility.

The Love You Let Too Close

This isn't just another sunset

Finality hangs low in the air

The last page of a story all too short

You can see there was a battle here

Substance and a pain eternal

Infidelity so infernal

A friend, lover, son and a brother

Taken too early by his own hand

The poison lays on the table

Note with a final goodbye within arms reach

If only we could see it in your eyes, so unstable

If only you could've shared the pain with me, if only

March twenty-sixth, the day you left us

Broken by the love you let too close I couldn't see

The pain in your heart, now it lives in your mother's eyes

And now you're gone and it's killing me

You couldn't bury the pain, I couldn't save you

You couldn't bury the pain, instead it buried you

You couldn't bury the pain, I couldn't save you

You couldn't bury it all

Now I just go through the motions

Watching it all just fade away

Now I just go through the motions

Taking it all day by day

Now I just go through the motions

Wishing that I could've noticed

Now I just go through the motions

Thousand Below - The Love You Let Too Close

“Because, if you could love someone, and keep loving them, without being loved back . . . then that love had to be real. It hurt too much to be anything else.” 

/ - I love you...

- Your problem /

So beautiful, so heartbreaking, so overwhelming, so deep like all-consuming, but unrequited love... And I know that I can't get it out of my heart, so I really feel like I need to give it away...

I'm so in love with this emotional and absolute phenomenal vocals, so pure and so tortured, this atmospheric instrumentals, this genuine, raw passion and humanity all-around. So beautiful, yet so sad...

Every song is reflection on something... And this is that kind of love I like the most.

Pigs

“Yet, no matter how deeply I go down into myself, my God is dark, and like a webbing made of a hundred roots that drink in silence”

Just Mustard - Pigs

/ Weclome back to the dark side /

I have no idea how band with such an odd name can play something so dark, mysterious and mesmerizing. Gosh, how much do I love to immerse myself in such unbelievable atmospheric music like this, the only one which can help me free my mind and wake up my deepest senses, while I discover a mystery of myself.

And I always wanted to think that shoegazing is something more than just a "shoe gazing"; that it is something beyond any bounds, something strange, disnant and inward. And yes, it just is... So now I know why shoegaze seemed so similar to "stargaze" to me (withal so similar to "crazed").

 

Violet Cold

"Each day is born with a sunrise and ends in a sunset, the same way we open our eyes to see the light,
and close them to hear the dark.
You have no control over how your story begins or ends.
But by now, you should know that all things have an ending.
Every spark returns to darkness.
Every sound returns to silence.
And every flower returns to sleep with the earth.
The journey of the sun and moon is predictable.

But yours, 

is your ultimate 

ART” 

Violet Cold - Life in Moments

/ In the light, we read the inventions of others; in the darkness we invent our own stories /

I'm tired of speaking about what's inside of me. And all I have inside is a Universe, woven of thoughts, feelings and dreams that explode, like supernovae, because of music like this. And I will never lose them, even If I will keep them in silence.
And now it's time to fade away in the darkness between the stars.

Lira

“Beyond the edge of the world there’s a space where emptiness and substance neatly overlap, where past and future form a continuous, endless loop. And, hovering about, there are signs no one has ever read, chords no one has ever heard.”

Night Verses - Lira

/ Take my hand and I will take you to the brink of non-existance /

I swear, this is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard. 

I just want to get lost in it forever, because here I find everything I ever dreamed of and everything I ever wanted. Thoughts, feelings and emotions embodied in this music are sempiternal, endless and inconceivable as the Universe itself.

And I just want to say that I love you who created it, whoever you are and wherever you are. And this is the love I've been looking for all my life.