Thank you, &

I don't love you and I never will, I even can't get along with your absolutely insane personality, but gosh, what a talanted person you are...! I just can express all my gratitude for the music that you've once created, so insanely beautiful, that it filled all my world from horizon to horizon and now I just can't imigine my life without it.

And now I'm here to just say:"Happy birthday, Jesse". I hope that you will be absolutely and endlessly happy in your life, but this happines won't eclipse your talent. And yes, I know that "I hate the beach, but I stand in California with my toes in the sand" is hundredth miles away now, replaced with "I love the beach and I stand in California with my girl in my hands", and all you want now is just enjoy this bliss endlessly, but I miss your melancholy melodies and heavenly voice so freaking much sometimes that I just want to cry knowing I never ever will hear this elusive beauty again...

P.S. And... well, yes, I want to see that stunning boy sitting next to you all the time, like back in those perfect days.